Two days ago, i went to the barber to shave bald. Today when i stepped in the classroom, my friends stare at me and started laughing, some other friends came in later walked pass me and rub my head for fun and there were others that asked me why shave bald?
WHY? what's so bad about bald? Is so cooling!!
Monday, 30 April 2012
~OLD Sunday~
Old Sunday? Why OLD?
Because most of the Sundays after i became a Christian, i will have the urge to go Church but not for yesterday.
Yesterday i went back Hometown, Rasa by KTM to take photos of rural places, seeing the changes that had been done in my Hometown, i realized it had been a long time i didn't follow my parents back there on Sunday.
Surprisingly something weird happened yesterday, my dad actually offered me a ride straight to my Church when i asked him to fetch me to LRT station, could that actually be the Lord asking me to go Church through my dad? I guess i had once again rejected the Lord...
Because most of the Sundays after i became a Christian, i will have the urge to go Church but not for yesterday.
Yesterday i went back Hometown, Rasa by KTM to take photos of rural places, seeing the changes that had been done in my Hometown, i realized it had been a long time i didn't follow my parents back there on Sunday.
Surprisingly something weird happened yesterday, my dad actually offered me a ride straight to my Church when i asked him to fetch me to LRT station, could that actually be the Lord asking me to go Church through my dad? I guess i had once again rejected the Lord...
Friday, 27 April 2012
~Stumbling Leg~
Had i been running too much???? Running in a Basketball game???? No... what i'm running from was just the truth that had been shown to me, the truth that i don't want to accept... what's so hard to face the truth?? why can't i do it??
I guees i'm worst than Thomas, who seen the truth that was shown by the Lord and believe in Him. I was shown the truth but i refuse to believe what was shown.. no one wish to be a Thomas in their life as the Lord don't desire a person like Thomas but i rather be a Thomas than being a non-believer.
My legs stumble when i'm affraid to face the truth, i'm affraid i will lose track of the Lord's footstep because i refuse to accept the truth...
I guees i'm worst than Thomas, who seen the truth that was shown by the Lord and believe in Him. I was shown the truth but i refuse to believe what was shown.. no one wish to be a Thomas in their life as the Lord don't desire a person like Thomas but i rather be a Thomas than being a non-believer.
My legs stumble when i'm affraid to face the truth, i'm affraid i will lose track of the Lord's footstep because i refuse to accept the truth...
~Laziness~
What had happened to me??? Why am i feeling lazy all the time??? Why??? Now that i'm worrying about the due dates, it motivates me to do my work, Thanks Due Dates. Appreciate your presence.
The All-American Rejects - Swing, Swing
Had my heart really let go my pass?? Am i really carrying on?? Can you help me find a way to carry on???
Wednesday, 25 April 2012
Lifehouse - You And Me
Love really do blind people, people who's in Love never realize how much time that was wasted because they think it's worth it, only until this Love doesn't work anymore they only able to realize.
Tuesday, 24 April 2012
~Life~
Life is something colorful, different kind of situation occurs randomly in a person's life, today is present, present is something that give you a surprise, you will never know what will turn up for every second of your life, just in a second, a person can experience a great change in mood, a joyful person can turn sober instantly when the color of life that were poured on that person is dull. How's your life? My life is interesting, when i don't have a computer to use, i have plenty of ideas what i can do if i'm using one, now that i'm using one, i just like having amnesia, forget about every plan i have from the pass (that's why i'm writing this). Life is really full of surprise, i never thought i will be typing this post with Charlene's Laptop tho, never thought her laptop will be staying over with me for a night, such a surprise eh... (syok sendiri)
Well the truth is my life had never been good, why is there always stress? why is there people who judge? isn't this my life? why can't i control the outcome of my life?
Because i don't own this life, it never belongs to me, it belongs to God, my life have ended the moment i sinned, wages of sin is death, it's all because our dearest Lord had died on cross as a sinner and washed our sins with his blood. Always give thanks to the Lord for everything that happens in our life, no matter is bitter or sweet because you never get to experience them if the Lord didn't give us this precious life.
Well the truth is my life had never been good, why is there always stress? why is there people who judge? isn't this my life? why can't i control the outcome of my life?
Because i don't own this life, it never belongs to me, it belongs to God, my life have ended the moment i sinned, wages of sin is death, it's all because our dearest Lord had died on cross as a sinner and washed our sins with his blood. Always give thanks to the Lord for everything that happens in our life, no matter is bitter or sweet because you never get to experience them if the Lord didn't give us this precious life.
Monday, 16 April 2012
Thursday, 12 April 2012
~Buckets....~
This morning i went back to Rumah Hope, the orphanage that me and my friends visited yesterday because we left the BUCKETS there, i knew that if i were to ask back the bucket one of them will definitely says they thought we donated the buckets to them and i'm right! after i got the buckets, i drop the two red one back at my house and carry the other two back to campus to return them back to Deidre and Adrain, the thing i don't understand is why is everyone stare at me for a moments when i walk around with two buckets??
Wednesday, 4 April 2012
~Random Updates~
Current condition is dying..... i didn't sleep since yesterday night until now, other updates will be currently i only received one present which is a lollipop from Charlene, that's actually better than nothing, good that she bought the correct flavor that i like , there is another one coming from Jessica but don't know when i will get it since i don't know when will i meet her. Now i'm waiting for my Malaysian Studies class to start, an hour more to go, i think i should go sleep zzZ
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