On my way back home...

*sigh* Today i thought i would have transport back home but sadly my friend told me that he is having meeting until an unknown time and he needed to go Subang after that. So end up i took a bus back along with my Rube Goldberg Machine and the materials. Upon reaching Taman Paramount LRT station, i will need to walk back home from there since my dad is not home yet. On my way back home, i put on my earphones and played 'Bucket' from Carly Rae Jepsen, after this song, my phone randomed a song from the playlist, it is the song above, i don't know why but i realize every time when i walking back home, this song always comes up... such beautiful song yet it is so emotional.

~Elephant Leg!!!~

Every time when i sprained my leg, i always think there is something the Lord want to tell me, is like He is asking me to slow down my steps because moving too fast makes me loss concern about things that happening around me. Or maybe is because i have thoughts of others don't care about me anymore and the Lord is showing me that there are people who cares a lot about me, is just that i have been occupying myself with work too much... That's why the Lord wants me to slow down and feel the Love that others are pouring on me. 

To the people who Love & Care for me, i love & care for you all too. God Bless.

Unwrap the bandage and this is what you will see, the elephant leg due to the swelling... 

What's Church Camp to me??

Church camp is the time people enjoy fellowship between brothers and sisters in Christ, it is also the time to enjoy the days off from worries, everyone will just suppose to be happy but why do i always have to be the one having problems?? Why do i always injured my leg during Church camp?? But through this injury, it told me who are the people that care for me, who are the people who rather keep me accompany than going down the sea to enjoy themselves. It's a joy to know that there are people who cares about you but it's a pain that you realize that your very own friends' had chosen the other side.

To me Church Camp is the time i will break my leg...

To me Church Camp is the time i will be given the truth, the truth in my friendship...

LMBC Church Camp 2012 @ Golden Sands Baptist Assembly

When Tortoise meets a Crocodile

When Tortoise meets a Crocodile.... they just look adorable, don't they??

Now that i posted this photo, i realize i'm so lifeless when i'm doing projects...

Carly Rae Jepsen - Worldly Matters

I just realize that i had been so busy with my own stuff that i didn't realize that some of my friends needed someone to accompany them....

CTS FINAL PROJECT

Making this really gives me a headache, adding effects into it really going to make me go haywire....

Ups & Down on a Friday...

Last Friday I went uni in the morning even though i don't have moral study anymore, the main reason was to find Charlene and get the IDJ assessment sheet from her, it was so nice of her giving me 2 copies of it for free... then i continued with my IDJ while she was having discussion with her CTS group mate.. After a long discussion, they decided the materials they needed and wanted to go Sunway Pyramid to get them, so i tagged along with them to Sunway, maybe i might find something useful...  We walked pass a Digi service centre and Ruth decided to take a photo with the 'Yellow Man'...Then we proceeded to Daiso, I found my lovely transparent marbles there.... oh oh not to forget the bells.... then some people found ear muff and they put them on and ask me to take a photo of them but before they get to pose they were stop by the workers in Daiso, saying that no photograph is allowed ( i think ). Anyway i still managed to snap a shot on them. After Daiso, they went to Jusco and Gaint to get their remaining materials, then we went to a Pet Shop opposite Giant and we discovered Charlene has a 'HIDDEN TALENT' which is talking to rats, interesting huh??

Time passed fast i guessed, it was already lunch time, we went McD for lunch and we met Ah Tzuoo eating alone there, poor guy... i wonder where is Alex...

After Lunch, we went back to Uni and they wanted to cut their woods at the carpentry, before we go to the carpentry, we put all the materials at the tables and chairs at chill ( a cafe near the lecturer theatres, then i........ accidentally drop one of the wood on Charlene's leg..... ouch her skin was torn off... i was so afraid that she will hate me for doing that...  When i see her limping to the carpentry room, i was at my wits end that i really don't know what can i do *sigh*..... When we reached the carpentry room, there was no one there... since that man went for prayer, Ruth suggested Charlene to go to the First Aid room to get treatment for her leg, then Ruth asked me to accompany her there since i'm the one who injured her leg but Charlene refused to let me follow her, she insisted that i should just stay there and wait. In that instant, i really think that i was hated by her....

Time flies again, it was almost time for the March intake Ono performance, Charlene and her group mates almost done cutting their woods, after they are done, me and Charlene accompany Josephine to have her Lunch at Mamak. Charlene was doing her IDJ's mind map there, i'm glad that i was asked to cut the assessment sheet for her since she didn't charge me for the copies.


After the Ono Performance, i wanted to contact Ducky, see if he can fetch me for tonight's meeting at Tans house but it was kinda last minute, so he was not around that area, he asked me to asked Gabriel or Alice but........ my phone ran out of battery.... then i charge a little in one of the empty LT but i have to follow Wye Lun back since i want him to drop me at Sunway.... On our way to car pack we saw Rozan and he asked us to join them for Frisby, i wanted to play for a while only but time just passes really fast without being realise, it was already 7.30 when we check the watch. Then Wye Lun dropped me off at Sunway, I waited for the bus for more than half an hour, it was already 8.03 when the bus arrived, I'm so screwed, i'm suppose to be there at 8.30 and i don't even have my transport arranged yet..... I tried turn on my phone again, it showed me notification of battery low, so i dare not call, i texted Gabriel and asked if he is still at home... then i drop off at Western Digital which is very near Gabriel's house... i was so happy to receive from Gabriel that he says he is still at home but when i asked him 'are you going for the meeting?', he told me he wasn't feeling well. After seeing that text, my feet that were walking towards his house literally stop... i'm so lost at that moment, i don't know i could do, i don't know where can i go.....
I checked my watch.... it was already 8.40..... Everyone is already there, there is no one that can fetch me anymore, so i started moving my feet again walking towards home... walking walking walking..... my hearts was struggling with questions.... Why no one calls me when i'm missing? Does anyone remember about me? I felt so down, i don't feel like walking anymore, i found a bus stop and i sat there continue staring at my phone waiting for someone to call me and care about me, i waited until my phone ran out of its battery again, i'm struggling with all the questions again..... then i broke down in tears..... i wished that MIkey didn't went back to Canada, i wished that she will be here with me, hugging me when i'm crying.....

Orange eraser...

It was during last Thursday English Lesson, me and Wye Lun was so bored, so we decided to play with Kris stuff just to piss him off... hoho.... it was all started with this orange eraser..... Do watch the video below....

~Good Afternoon!~

Just another boring and sleepy afternoon waiting for Malaysian Study to start, last night IDJ 4 was killing my brain cells by making me stay up the whole night to finish it but i failed to finish it anyway but i never thought the deadline will be postponed. Well, at least just now Miss D took a look at my IDJ and she said she like it, it was fine. Hearing that really make it worth staying up whole night to do it.

Hmmm.. don't know why.... today i'm not grumpy and i'm able to sleep anywhere, i slept in English Class when Miss Lojana was playing my group's oral presentation video...hohoho...... then i slept at Temptation (is a restaurant) after i finished my meal.... even though i'm not sleepy anymore, still my heart felt uncomfortable..... but it wasn't as bad as the previous day.

~God's Help?~

Yesterday when i was taking the bas from Sunway, i did't have small change for the bus fare, so the driver asked me to get small change or else no change for my 10 ringgit, so i ran down from the bus and asked the lady that sells drinks in front of the bus stop but she seems to be ignoring me by making herself busy with other customers. At that moment, i felt so down, i don't want to miss the bus but i got no small change, what can i do? Suddenly, i saw a girl from the bus waving at me, so i walked to her and she offer me small change for the 10 ringgit. Do you think God had sent her to give me the small change? 

God bless the girl for her kindness.

~Dream House?!~

Does everyone have a Dream House?? How fancy can your Dream House be??? I had never thought of my own Dream House... current IDJ really frying my brain badly eh...  I guess i need to 'Build Castles in the clouds'

~Grumpy Day~

I guess not enough sleep really affect my mood, my heart doesn't pumps at a correct beat, is like slower than usual, felt really uncomfortable and ya that's the reason why i feel so grumpy today... how can i fix this problem now, supposingly i need sleep to fix this but i can't sleep in this uncomfortable condition...

~GOOD MORNING!!!~

The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

When Darkness turns to light.... it ends tonight......

OMG.... it's already morning...... GOOD MORNING HUMAN!!!! today i shall be zombie.....thanks to journal....

~Another Long Night~

AH........Hungry....... Another Night that i stayed up to talk to my brother and do my journal at the same time.

Oh Man, Maggie Double not filling eh....

~Sore Leg~

Ouch! My legs feel so sore now, i thought i got the injury from yesterday's SAC Training, others seems to be fine.... so assume it is from basketball then, for these few days, stairs will be my enemies

~Tired & Sleepy AGN~

AH!!!!!! another day without sleeping and yet still using the iMac at Mac Lab, i wonder when i will be able to change habit of sleeping, i had been sleeping a lot on the other days and no sleep for a day before due date... such a lifestyle.