Time passed really fast, everyday was like restless, to find a time to sit beside the lake alone just like last time is really hard but i'm doing it now anyway, i sitll remember i had made promise to myself that i shall finish my work on time during sem 2 but things just screwed up, i fell for temptation, i lost my self-control, i tried to stop myself from doing worthless things but it was never a success, sometimes i just wish that someone will be there to listen to me, keep an eye on me and walk through this path with me, but i can never find anyone that wiling to spend this lots of time with me. Maybe it's because i always have the tendency to put on a mask in front of others, probably that's the cause of my emotional breakdown but most of the time it happened when i'm alone, beside i have a fast recovery from it and put on the mask again.
That's my Life, how fake I am...
