Ups & Down on a Friday...

Last Friday I went uni in the morning even though i don't have moral study anymore, the main reason was to find Charlene and get the IDJ assessment sheet from her, it was so nice of her giving me 2 copies of it for free... then i continued with my IDJ while she was having discussion with her CTS group mate.. After a long discussion, they decided the materials they needed and wanted to go Sunway Pyramid to get them, so i tagged along with them to Sunway, maybe i might find something useful...  We walked pass a Digi service centre and Ruth decided to take a photo with the 'Yellow Man'...Then we proceeded to Daiso, I found my lovely transparent marbles there.... oh oh not to forget the bells.... then some people found ear muff and they put them on and ask me to take a photo of them but before they get to pose they were stop by the workers in Daiso, saying that no photograph is allowed ( i think ). Anyway i still managed to snap a shot on them. After Daiso, they went to Jusco and Gaint to get their remaining materials, then we went to a Pet Shop opposite Giant and we discovered Charlene has a 'HIDDEN TALENT' which is talking to rats, interesting huh??

Time passed fast i guessed, it was already lunch time, we went McD for lunch and we met Ah Tzuoo eating alone there, poor guy... i wonder where is Alex...

After Lunch, we went back to Uni and they wanted to cut their woods at the carpentry, before we go to the carpentry, we put all the materials at the tables and chairs at chill ( a cafe near the lecturer theatres, then i........ accidentally drop one of the wood on Charlene's leg..... ouch her skin was torn off... i was so afraid that she will hate me for doing that...  When i see her limping to the carpentry room, i was at my wits end that i really don't know what can i do *sigh*..... When we reached the carpentry room, there was no one there... since that man went for prayer, Ruth suggested Charlene to go to the First Aid room to get treatment for her leg, then Ruth asked me to accompany her there since i'm the one who injured her leg but Charlene refused to let me follow her, she insisted that i should just stay there and wait. In that instant, i really think that i was hated by her....

Time flies again, it was almost time for the March intake Ono performance, Charlene and her group mates almost done cutting their woods, after they are done, me and Charlene accompany Josephine to have her Lunch at Mamak. Charlene was doing her IDJ's mind map there, i'm glad that i was asked to cut the assessment sheet for her since she didn't charge me for the copies.


After the Ono Performance, i wanted to contact Ducky, see if he can fetch me for tonight's meeting at Tans house but it was kinda last minute, so he was not around that area, he asked me to asked Gabriel or Alice but........ my phone ran out of battery.... then i charge a little in one of the empty LT but i have to follow Wye Lun back since i want him to drop me at Sunway.... On our way to car pack we saw Rozan and he asked us to join them for Frisby, i wanted to play for a while only but time just passes really fast without being realise, it was already 7.30 when we check the watch. Then Wye Lun dropped me off at Sunway, I waited for the bus for more than half an hour, it was already 8.03 when the bus arrived, I'm so screwed, i'm suppose to be there at 8.30 and i don't even have my transport arranged yet..... I tried turn on my phone again, it showed me notification of battery low, so i dare not call, i texted Gabriel and asked if he is still at home... then i drop off at Western Digital which is very near Gabriel's house... i was so happy to receive from Gabriel that he says he is still at home but when i asked him 'are you going for the meeting?', he told me he wasn't feeling well. After seeing that text, my feet that were walking towards his house literally stop... i'm so lost at that moment, i don't know i could do, i don't know where can i go.....
I checked my watch.... it was already 8.40..... Everyone is already there, there is no one that can fetch me anymore, so i started moving my feet again walking towards home... walking walking walking..... my hearts was struggling with questions.... Why no one calls me when i'm missing? Does anyone remember about me? I felt so down, i don't feel like walking anymore, i found a bus stop and i sat there continue staring at my phone waiting for someone to call me and care about me, i waited until my phone ran out of its battery again, i'm struggling with all the questions again..... then i broke down in tears..... i wished that MIkey didn't went back to Canada, i wished that she will be here with me, hugging me when i'm crying.....